my grandaunt? or kind of aunt, well, its a long distance relative thingy, and she kinda passed on, or decided that she had enough of this world… on saturday night. well, the reason why she died is because of bone cancer. my family is so prone to death bya sickness. anyways, not that i really cared, cause i only have the slightess faintess memories of her during my childhood, and definately she make fun of me, and thats all i remember. anyways, i was at her funeral after sending papi to the airport. (he was on business trip to china). so, it was bright and early in tampines, and me and my mom arrived just on time before they finally wrapped the body and face in cwhite cloth before sending her to ther grave. it was a definate sombre moment for me, but, when i was standing there, watching all these happening, (the crying, the moaning, the fainting, more crying, etc etc), i feel relieved that she passed on and there is this certain peacfulness in her face, when she is lying there, all cold and dead and everyone around her is crying. i dunno, maybe i am just too morbid already by now, but i was smiling all the way, looking at how lucky she was, dead, but yet so peaceful and surreal.
anyways, i followed the family to the cemetery even. its been a long time since i was at the cemetery in lim chu kang. i can actually see my training area during my military days. it was again an eye-opener for me, very hard crashing truth about life but then again, thats life. oh, and, at the funeral, there was so many people who knows me, like really knows me, and i just dont have a clue who they are, or how they know me. i think i might either have erase my childhood memories or that my brain is failing on me. i cannot be senile. i am only 23.
ok, photos time. wait, is it appropriate to take photos and show you photos of funeral? oh well, i i want to show you all anyways.